I don’t understand why you would so that to me. How could you do that to me? Even after knowing everything I’ve already been through, not just with others but especially with you? How much I’ve been treated like shit, how much I already stopped believing in love. You crushed me. I’m broken, because of you, and I will never forget what you’ve done to me. I have no faith in anything we have been through anymore. I think of your name and all I can think of is lies lies and more lies. You are so cruel. Please leave me be. Let me be happy. I want to so badly be happy again… Without you.
I don’t want to love you anymore. I want to look at you and feel nothing. I want to hear your name and feel nothing. I want to think about you and be happy and laugh, but feel nothing. I don’t want to feel anything for you. You left as if we never happened, as if it all meant nothing.
I just wish I could leave now, too.